"Bila kita berbicara soal mati

Ada yang ketawa geli hati, ada sedih menangisi

Ada yang menangis tak sanggup mati, tidak kurang buat tak endah tak takut mati"

Kehadapan,

Mohd Zaini bin Mail,

I don't know if I was your mother, should I cry my eyes out because I was too sad to lose you

And I also don't know 

If I was your girl, should I stay in my madness in the verge of losing you but the reality was too pain to handle because I've already lose you.

But I was just your friend, not the one you called best-friend or enemy that you thought worst foe but just a friend as we know each other. I will always remember you wearing that songkok on the top of your head everyday during in our school days and I didn't know that 2014 was our first and last year we're celebrating Eid Mubarak together.

Don't worry, we won't forget you. Obviously, you are not an oblivion to us, because you stay alive even when you died. You are always here - in our heart, thoughts and memory.

Al-Fatihah.

In memory, Mohd Zaini bin Mail (1993-2015)

I lost too many people in my life, this lately. And I don't know why Lord still didn't take me instead they take other people that I love.