You know you're tired when you've commit all what's needed in that relationship but the other person commit less than your expectations. Kau bukan merungut, kau cuma letih. Letih sebab tahan sakit hati. Bila diluahkan tak menjadi apa pun. Hal masih tetap begitu. Tak berubah langsung. Dan kau masih lagi makan hati seperti selalu.

I just wanna hit people straight to their face for hurting other people as much as they're pleased because they never realize those shits that they've threw to others. Knock knock ! Where did the humanity goes? I'm sorry, are you human or what? Don't you have those common senses through yourself? Even ghost knows how to sympathize the living. Yes, this post, I assume killing two birds with one stone. Either love relationship or friendship should take ponder towards my words. 

Things won't go smoothly as what you've desired if its only takes one party to do it all alone. From understanding until loving, only one party commit through it all. No, it won't go smoothly as what you've desired. Do you know why? Because there's no commitment between you and them and you prioritize things that wont make both of you work out for each other.

Any relationship either love or friendship are actually easy. Goddamn too easy but human tend to make it difficult for them. Why? Because they've lacked on thing called humanity. You hate when people do things that hurt you but why'd you do 'that fucking' things to other people where it double worse than people never did to you? Serious shit aku memang tak faham.

My friend once told me to "start to make my own shit and ignore people", but how come we can ignore them when they are the part of our lives? Ohhmaii, this is where my tears gonna flows heavily. Don't they see how we have loved them? Don't they see how much we sacrifice our time, money, commitment on them because we love them? So tell me, how many times we forgive people just because we still need them and we don't want them to go away? Once? Twice? Thrice? Or even million, billion, trillion times? 

People gets tired when they've been recklessly abandon by the person who they have loved the most. They feel that you have betrayed them. Don't you see? They still have waited for you to reply their long texts, they still have waited you to reply to their calls or don't you ever know that they haven't took any of their sleep well just because they have waited for you just to know either you're missing them or not. Don't you see? You should knock some senses in your head to see things much clearer.  

Miscommunication leads to misunderstanding. Miscommunication destroys relationship. It's not distance that destroy relationship, it's failing in holding commitment that destroys them. Why don't people understand this simple concept? If you don't want her, just tell her. Don't ever make her look absolutely dumb waiting for you in front of their friends. If you want her, hold her by prioritizing her so she could see your effort wanting her. You want her but the words speak louder than actions. What the fuck was that?

They don't want your money, they don't want your wealth, they don't want your sweet words. They just need your attention. They don't demand on texting for 24-hours or 7 days a week. They don't demand for being on the phone every night and share the same stories. No ! They don't want that. Saying little things just enough and practices for it everyday. It's just more than enough. Is it so hard to do oh my dear friends and lover?

She gives her best for you and yet you're still unable to commit to her like how she had committed to you. Is it her wrong if she was hurt because of you? Is it her wrong if she have none interest on you anymore? Is it her fault to make her own way just because she's done trying everything out for you? Is it her fault that she's tired of trying because you're the one who's abandoning her? Tell me, you, fucking asshole ! Why don't people see this?

A girl/men don't ask much in any relationship. Just don't break the bonding. We all want things that was not for temporary. Every living things want things for permanent. Just don't break them. They won't be the same anymore once they have broken. Promises need to be fulfilled, words need to be kept, attitude needs to be maintained, love needs to be polished - every day, every hour, every minutes, every sec. This modern love had failed to beat the unbeatable traditional love. 

"Don't demand things that you've failed to commit. 

Every people have their own path to be determined. Don't get mad if yours is incomplete."